pornography; the effect on us

you know, since our world today has widely introduce such a great innovation on technology, everything which seems impossible to us can be successfully done. all informations can be accessed only by typing some words on Google and there, you get what you want. this kind of situation cant be denied that it does bring us many pros, however it is also bring us various of cons. well, depends on how the users use it.

so, it is no doubt that our society today had been shocked by the news focused on our young generation. what had they done? when everything can be accesed on the internet, one thing that they are rigidly searching is pornography-based information. and this problem had already reached its critcal stages. means, we have every right to feel worried.

tak larat lah nak cakap english. nak martabatkan bahasa melayu lah pulak ahaha.
jadi, kita semua tahu masalah berkaitan pornografi ni sendiri memang sangat lah berleluasa. tak hairanlah kenapa majoriti anak muda kita sekarang mengalami keruntuhan moral dan akhlak. persoalannya, macamana hal-hal yang berkaitan dengan pornografi ni boleh menyumbang kepada keruntuhan moral dan akhlak? haa tu yang bestnya.

**boleh lah tengok video kat atas tu. Ustaz Nouman Ali Khan ade cakap pasal ni. sangat lah deep.

the key is, bila tengok benda benda yang pornografi ni, kesan dia hati kita akan gelap, gelap dan makin gelap. lama lama boleh menyebabkkan hati kita mati. Naudzubillah. dalam banyak banyak benda, satu satunya perkara yang kita perlu takutkan ialah, kematian hati. sebab bila dah hati mati, apa kurangnya kita dengan masyarakat yang kufur dekat Allah? segala kebenaran kita tak mampu nak nampak, bila buat dosa pun dah takrasa apa apa. Astaghfirullahal a'ziim.

taknak lah kita kan. semoga boleh ambil pengajaran. in shaa Allah.

hello there!

huuu. dah berapa lama haa aku tak hapdet blog? boleh tahan lama jugak since the last entry.
well, aku taknak la explain lebih lebih pasal 'kenapa-aku-tak-update-belogg-yehuuuu".  afterall, alasan dia akan sama je. busy, taksempat, malas and so on. daripada cerita pepanjang berjela benda tu semua sampai dua tiga perenggan, baik takpayah cerita terus kan. jimat sikit hahaha walaupun sebenarnya nak tulis intro ni saje pun dah membazir. lulz.

now alhamdulillah, all my assignments for this sem are well submitted. akceli, we called it kerja kursus. anyway, sukahati la nak panggil assignment pun. boleh bajet bajet macam university's life sikit kan hehe. okey tak lawak.

selama nak masuk empat bulan aku tak menghapdet, seriously banyak sangat benda jadi. hello, empat bulan itu satu tempoh yang lama okey dan aku pasti kau pun tau empat bulan tu lama. so, kalau nak cerita satu satu on what happened memang tiga hari tiga malam laa kau menghadap blog aku ni. oleh itu, (achewwah BM nyaaa) aku pun akan cerita on random issues je lah ye :)

okey. see you guys on the next entry. hehe. byebye

doctors

for 19 years of my living, abah is the one and only doctor in the house. whenever we were sick and feeling unease, abah will be the main reference for diseases. “abah, kenapa tangan ni naik bintik bintik? – abah, kaki ni sakit betul bila berjalan – abah, kenapa dekat bawah dagu ni macam ade sebutir bijik eh? – abah, sakit perut – abah, kenapa area pinggang belah kanan ni pedih bila tekan?”

so, abah will mention a lot of medical terms on disease that i dont know how to spell and mention it all back to you. a very tough tongue twister words. there are no such kampung terms abah will use like ‘demam kuning, demam campak, sakit pinggang, cirit birit, batu karang’, none of those.

abah is very busy as being a doctor means you have to sacrifice your times to save people's life that suppose to be spent with your family or sleeping on the bed or go travel around the world. it is an honourable job but for sure tiring. we could see abah’s face less than four hours a day. he has to leave for hospital at the morning and will come home at unpredictable time, maybe evening, midnight or the next morning.

eventhough abah’s working condition might seems scary to normal people like us, but it seems awesome to my paranormal sisters haha because they kept a wonderful and fascinate dream of being a doctor. until now i dont understand why they want to be one.

so, now, when i am about in my early 20 (ecece menyampah :), after many years pursuing their study hectically at the oversea universities, my sisters and a brother in law start their new day as a doctor. all i can say is they are all massively screwed. they came home with Panda eyes and incredibly seem exhausted. we have to cook many times a day as there will be starving doctors coming home, all at unpredictable times as well.

it is just like, you just saw them when you came out from your room. after a second, they were all gone, out of nowhere. absolutely like chipsmores. do you know what it seems like when all my family members are gathering at the dining table? normal families may discuss about the economy, social inequalities, children problem, political issues etc but not my family.

come on, we have four doctors at the table and they are all discussing about diseases and patient, blood and nerves, heart and all-medical-terms-that-i –never-know-how-to-pronounce. normal people like my mother, my brothers, my youngest sister and i will only listen to them without even understand what are they talking about. we just keep our mouth shut and eat while imagining about bloody thing and disease. erghh. not a great view.

well, ultimately i am grateful enough for having a magnificient and dazzling family.

alhamdulillah :)

thanks to them for giving a creepy sight of being a doctor, so i’ve decided i want to be a teacher just like my mom, and not a doctor like my father. hahaha i think having four doctors in my family is more than enough as my youngest sister has now keep an ambitious dream of being a doctor too. =,= i could never understand their thoughts, really.